What I am afraid of…

-I’m afraid no one will ever fall in love with me because I am hard to love.

-I’m afraid I let people use me but if I walked away from them then I’d be all  alone.

-I’m afraid I will never have someone who wants to fall asleep with me  and to wake up next to me. I’m afraid I’ll never want to sleep next to  anyone again.

-I’m afraid I will never orgasm. There are only so many times I can come  close.

-I am afraid I will never fall in love with someone. I will have to settle again.

-I’m afraid I will do something stupid and end up on the hospital. I’m  afraid I will drown my mom in hospital bills.